✖ Gurlicious Kelly ✖

The beginning of year 2011.

2011-03-20T22:55:00.020+08:00

I lack of update my blog from the past few months. A feeling like being alone at home and clean up my memory card, there are thousand of photos. Each photo tell me a story. It's been a long time I never took nice photo. Shouldn't be that. I live today, I will keep capture every lovely scene and I'm gonna write myself a long one. :)

With the very first welcome new year 2011.
We end drinking, we start drinking. Teenagers dreams.

I bough myself a new toy before the Chinese New Year.
Brother was jealous that time, but I only have one white Bb,
he owned two blackys.

Happy moment past really fast, like a clip on an eye. But I wont forget this year CNY, serious flood in Johor. Luckily my hometown placed upper, we are safe. The little hand with watch belongs to my stupid brother. ♥

I failed to maintain my weight after CNY. :(
The foods and alcohols made me, and some problem with my self control.
This me.

Indispensable - Lou Sang

Indispensable - shark's fin
Indispensable - alcohols

I spot the God of Wealth in Centro, but I shy to say Hello.
She's one of my girl, Ling.
11st Feb.

Chinese New Year end, but party still continuous with special occasion.
The crazy we done in club, love the ladies.

Hoegaarden, one of my favorite beers.
Drinking and dice shake moment at The Beer Factory.
the Valentine's Day.
my joke became the poison of my friendship.
6 years ago, my first valentine's gift.
Second dining experienced in Look Out Point.
RM2k fireworks burn in few minutes.
How waste, but it touch me. These were my favorite.
Beautiful scene, carved in mind.
I play the small fireworks, how great if its long last.
Frankly speak, sometime I do have reading times, but not the below.
Love. Life and Learn.
This thingy I found like my old time toys, it will light up. How cute.
Kids choices.
The reason I love desserts.
Stressed = dessertsStill my all time favorite, beautiful Sunset !
My first house pet, Roboviski, they rarely fertility. They cute, fast and active !
Tell me, he is mine !
I can read. When things happen you say yes. ;)
Sometime I love romance.
Everything happen for a reason.
Sometime people around disagreed, but I still doing it.
I may be a bad daughter, I may be a worst friend, I may be a naughty girl.
But you only know my name.

Indispensable

2011-01-14T01:19:00.016+08:00

Spending time with my friends was truly fun ! The moment we shared, we gossips, we laugh like crazy woman, it's like awesome! Frankly speak, I never thought my friendship was that strong. After some incident, I'm ready to give and hold my friendship very well. Sorry for my past, always late for gathering, refused invitation and worst ffk at the very last minute. My bad. :( But, memory will never fade, I promise.

08 . 01 . 2011
Qiqi's 22th Birthday.
Chili's, Empire Gallery for birthday dinner.

Heavenly Chocolate from Opera cake shop, Empire Gallery.

Frederick and Qiqi. ♥
An awesome sweet couple !

Me and Jacinda shared a plate of Firecracker Fish Fillet.

And my favorite mash potato !

14.01.2011
Another weekend start with a great meal.
A lunch with bi, at T.G.I. FRiDAY'S, Sunway Pyramid.

Key West Whitefish. I love fish !

Chicken with Peppers and Mushrooms

I found this in the shopping mall. These stuff attract my attention, it's a decoration light. I think it's new and beautiful !
See... dinosaur, kangaroo, bears and the little tortoise. So Cute !And the heart shape.
It's more beautiful when you see it in real.

Party after the night, a little liquor for the night, a bunch of friends with joy. Party for Rose's belated birthday and Syzean's farewell. Unfortunately, I forgot to take photos with them. :(

An ordinary yet extraordinary life !

Live My Life ( late Christmas post )

2010-12-28T01:58:00.015+08:00

Peak season ? Holidays ? Dark Friday? Everywhere is jam.

I'd been pampered for so long. Sometimes, I should drive myself to my destination. :)

The best way to kill my jamming time.
Camwhore.

Heading out to grab my Christmas gift, and so on. Of course, I don't wanna keep myself staying in the house, it's a waste. Life's short, say NO to lifeless. Party like a rock star, study like a nerd star, Live like a super star !

Just some random photo, everywhere with my mobile. I shared. :)

Chocsssss....

Candy time !

Famous Amos in the market.

A gift . (Joy)

Last but not least ! I shorten my hair.
I'd enjoyed my Christmas, although I'm not in the same position compare last Christmas. Just a simple house BBQ party.
I don't have a Christmas present this year, but Santa allow me to make a Christmas wish and sure it come true. :)

<3 people around, may God bless each of us, healthy and happy.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance !

哭了

2010-12-27T03:00:00.000+08:00

怎么, 我想起他了... 怎么, 说好不提他的...
他, 不再那么的有魅力. 他, 已换了主题.
三年回忆就不如三个月,
我该开心的, 我哭什么, 哭什么...

他不再那么的完美, 不再那么的重要.
为什么他变得那么的傻?
心痛，还是会痛，还真的快断气了.

她占有，她玩弄，他的感情
我陌生，我认识的人，
我们伤害，身边的人.
我哭了, 明天我会忘了.

Alcohol week

2010-12-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

Recently, my weight gain, thanks to the beers.

I'm not an alcoholic but too many party in the month of love - December.
One of the reason I love it.

I don't really like beers, but out of Tequila. :(

The spinning game, these guy were so worry yet excited.

Beside, another gang of mine, just a simple celebration.
Welcome back my mate, happy birthday my babe.

CJ & Stephy.

Me & Stephy

3/4 of pure Chivas.
Daytime, you tried to bully me. Nighttime, I'm going to K.O you.

I found out, they like to bottom ups. Especially, Trega.
So yeng ? I don't think so.

CJ easy get drunk with Beer, but he do so. Bravo !

Drink Drank Drunk !
No many things to say, only your best friend ever !

My 15th Dec 2010.

2010-12-16T12:16:00.009+08:00

Tell me about your Wednesday, the middle of December, nearly to ended the year 2010. My 15th December 2010, a special day for me and my family. Here, start my day....

I need it to start my work. Heading to the office.

Found Trega's lucky number. LOL.

Here's come my dinner session. An awesome one before the year end ! A special one birthday, an Australia wine for the night, fourth of us, lovely family.

Longevity noodles to my love one.

Three could be easily, four would be perfect.

Me, without cover my face. :)

The stupid one, brother Jack, without set his hair. :D

A little red wine, bring us warmth tonight.

Dessert for the night, Cotton Cake.
Make a small piece, it melt when put it on your mouth. It's SWEET !

See how stupid he is?
No matter how worst our relation, he's still my Bro. <3

Last but not least, the birthday man.
Happy Birthday Daddy. <3

He is the man who willing to do everything just to make us live happily.
How wonderful he is. A cheerful man, a huge "Tree" in this family, my Dad.
I'm lucky to have a parent that always love me, protect me and treat me like a Princess. Although sometime they are fierce, but I know they are cares.
They are my biggest assets ! My family. :)

The beautiful in life

2010-12-15T01:22:00.009+08:00

It's been a long time I don't have time for the sunset.
I'm not that busy, just I always miss out the precious moment.
A beautiful scenery, that always make me feel peaceful.
That's the beauty of the Secret, sunset short !

Beside, a friend of mine who in Adelaide, Australia.
He showed his sunrise in the city, is beautiful. :)

Life is short to wake up with regret.
Live happily and enjoy the journey of life. :)

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.

2010-12-12T22:07:00.007+08:00

The sun will still raise everyday, no matter what had happened between us.
The day will still go on, like we never back together.
The river will still flow like the time past.
I couldn't tell you how much you meant to me anymore, there's no more.
I tried to be tough in front of you, as we know each other well,
I'm always the weak compare to you. But not this time, I'm moving on.
You was so fascinated. You seem like a part of my life.
It is not a good for both of us, we know. My stubbornness.
I review my older post, within a year many things changed.
Something happen in a sudden, something change in another minute.
Everything out of our expectation,
we feel surprise and sad but life's still go on.
I'm already behind hundreds steps of you.
But I believe I will never be late for reaching my happiness.
This will be my last for you, Mr.C.

You taught me how to be more independence,
you told me the future, just the beauty of the world we know.
I grown up with all this experiences in our relationship.
You won't understand how it feel. I would go through all this pain.
Thousands of thank you for bringing me up to the hill.
Thank you for waked me up in this wonderful fairyland.
The real world is waiting for me. Happy ending.

Truly appreciated, love.

Truly Deeply Sincerely

2010-03-16T06:20:00.012+08:00

I have a nightmare, a terrible nightmare.

It wakes me up, and no one was beside me.
My tears washed my face, I cant see everything clear.
I need a peaceful mindset, I need a rest.
I wrote you a text, that I know you unable to reply,
but I do so, just to let you know that I'm fine.
I'm still tearing in the middle of night,
the feeling of scare cover my bed.
Seriously, I need you beside.

I played the music to relax my mind,
I recalled the way you treat me well.
From the other side,
I played nothing in your world.
I started worry about myself,
I should not choose to step in your world,
I cant see me even my shadow.
The words you gave I hope it is true.
No commit any future kind of thing,
I just want the true and sincere from you.

Truly Deeply Sincerely

Movie ~

2010-03-05T01:50:00.011+08:00

A movie a high tea with the Bi and Ong. The movie was okay but they left out so much.. it's going to be hard for them to catch up. Anyway, I love Logan Lerman, think he is a great actor, and he is so cute. He's good in acting Percy Jackson. Well done !

Although I love sweet foods, but not today,
Bi own it her " Big Apple ".

I just like to be with the love one. How sweet they are ~

Dead blog relive !

2010-03-01T21:11:00.012+08:00

Sorry for being a lazy girl who stopped myself of blogging here, so do my blog been dead for couples of month. I'd past the amazing part in this brand new 2010 year. Too much of fun, until I can't remember how I past the same date in the last year. But not today, 1st of March... The strange and silly feeling appear, feeling like killing myself.. after a notes from a friend. Feeling much more better. Quite long quite emo, overall it's knock my head off and awake me my situation. Although my Chinese was not that good, but I know there are some friends are more worth for my cares and loves. Start it now, learn it now, I live in my life, not in other life.

- Chinese New Year lack of sleep photo -
Hello !

A 2 months old puppy name Jacob, of course not what I though from the movie "New Moon - Jacob ", idea from a biscuit commercial. A super red Poodle, it's a little puppy still a lotsa noisy sound and bark whenever he need to pee-pee and poo-poo or foods. Is that hard to take care a puppy? I wish to own one as my boy. :D

- Serena baby Jacob -

I need concern as well, just like the cutest Poodle ever !

痛了...自然就会放手了~

2010-02-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水

溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想

记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心

那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了

分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好

否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的

其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
找寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．早上不再有人工闹铃．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．她已离开．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
所有的人都对你有信心．
所以．你也要充满信心．
你是坚强的．积极的．乐观的．洒脱的．
以前是．以后也会是．
总有一天．那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的

对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放低。。。。
原来，放低一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界，真的没有非要谁不可，
走自己的路，别回头

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-01T14:41:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2009, welcome 2010.

New Year eve party at the Coco Banana and the Opera, Pyramid. The Chivas and the parties animals in the club to welcome the year 2010. The street was crowded of people.

The Opera card
New Year , New Beginning,
New Life, New Hope. :)

Christmas in Penang

2009-12-28T22:15:00.019+08:00

Merry Christmas ' 09

My 2009 Christmas day with the crazy and fatty gang. 4days 3nights stayed in 2 differents hotels and 9 of us. Here, our first night destination. With the Queen club Serena, sure we been the club night and we met the Malaysia basketball players, the special one Penang 2nd tall man.. Of course, Serena's fren now. :D

- Mois -

- Kelly the Chivas -

Seriously, I'm not the one who finished the 2bottles, of course I'm not stealing it back to our hotel. The gang finish it. Beside, they ordered some beers, Tequila and some other liquors. Gosh, it was an amazing liquor crazy party in Mois, Penang.

Before heading to Mois, groupie photo in Gurney Plaza.

- Tao restaurant, E-gate -

9 of us at the Tao restaurant for the Christmas buffet dinner. Awesome foods awesome nights, we order as much as we can, seem like it a bit forcing to finish all the seafood and sushi, finally we done with max. :)

- Mirror in Forever 21, Queensbay -

Went to Queensbay mall for a short while shopping and movie. Absolutely, Forever 21 ladies first shop visit. The mirror I found in the fitting room. The biggest mirror and look fantasy design. I wish I own a similar mirror in my future house. Ladies, movie for the day was okay~ and the gang learn some trolley experience that really funny and make all of us laugh out loud.

- Berjaya Hotel main door -

Before the 2nd day in Penang begun, let's capture the short snow man in the main door of our's hotel. Hello, Christmas... I smile with my big mouth. Although I haven take off my braces.

- Keh Lok Si -

A peaceful and silent place, a temple as well. Yes, I do pray over there, and make some wishes. Hopefully, all my wishes come true. Kinda tired to climb up from the first floor, but you will fulfill after you reach the upper of The Pagoda.

I had make a big wish with a sound *gong*
View from the upper floor of Pagoda.

- The mountain scenery, Bukit bendera -

The 3rd day visit the Bukit Bendera. Weather there was colder than the town, we went there for 30 min visit, 30 min photo camwhore, 30 min waiting for the cable car, and another 30min for sitting or standing inside the cable car. Scenery was cool, friends was fooled around, photos captured as our memory.

- Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel -

Actually we plan for 3days 2night Penang trip, cause of some messy plan we went to the beach for Banana boat and swim on the last day evening, we have no public toilet to clean up with a body of salty smell. Finally we decided to get one more room for our last night in Penang. It was Saturday night, almost all the Ferringhi hotel was full. At last, we found this beach hotel, kinda standard and nice place for me. I love the white sand beach so much. A hotel key as myself souvenir.

The beach are beautiful.

- Last but not least -Groupie photo on the sand.

I have an awesome gang that make most of my time with laughter sounds, although our size are bigger than the normal. As friends as well, we had enjoy the trip. Although some unhappy and emo thing happened. I took it as an experience. Thanks for Kris as our Kicap, CJ and Trega drive us there, Steven as GPS direction, OCY as the noisy one, Jeff and Huat the entertainment one, and Serena the Queen !

My first trip without my family and bf,
my first trip with this crazy but close friends,
my first spent with my own salary,
my first Christmas in Penang.

A step a mark always on my heart ~

Daddy Big Day

2009-12-15T00:47:00.001+08:00

Daddy Big Day
- 20091215 -

Centro @ Klang Palace Res taurant

Awesome and costly dinner with my family members.
Since my elder brother moved to KL and busy of working,
it's been a long time we never had a family dinner.
I'm glad that he will coming back Klang everyday.
He is moving back to the main house with us until the coming CNY.
*wink*

- An empty wine glass before the dinner start -

Although I'm not very good in taste of wine,
I tried it as training. :)

Each of us can choose one of the shark's fin soup,
we took the different taste. Enjoy~

Grilled scallop.

Duck meats.

Handmade special TauFu

Grilled cut fish with vege bean

Fried noodles

Thanks for the treat, daddy~

This is mummy favorite, but we dint order it.
Let's wait for the next special day la...

Awesome dinner, lovely family
Happy Birthday, great daddy.
Love ya~

2009-12-10T17:52:00.009+08:00

Princess Yvonne Lim
Happy 21st Birthday...
- 10/12/2009 -

The Kitty jelly cake from Shen ( Yvonne's lovely bf)

Yvonne's kitty

The night view of USJ 1.

The lights like the star in the sky.

Simple celebration,
may it be a day of love, a day of utter bliss!
Have a year beyond your dreams,
Happy Birthday...

~ 200912090009 ~ ❤ x 2

2009-12-09T00:09:00.005+08:00

A special date for me. Not a full 2 years Anniversary.
But it's a promise for us. Recall me 2 years before.
When you sent me back home after our date, we took a walk.
We walked along the road, you hold my hand with tight.
I can feel the nervous of you. You scare to confess at the moment.
That was really funny and sweet, finally my answer was Yes.
That our story begun.
Unfortunately, we been separated for 5mths in this year.
I never thought we will back together and I'm not confidence with our recouple.
Just don't expect too much, and take some time for us.
We may walk though this , we may not.
But for the memories that will never fade in my life. Our story.
Amazing part, I will remember and appreciate it.
Thanks everything that you gave but I most wanted is the only one.
Hopefully that will come true and stay forever.

The present is on my hand.
I like it very much. I know it costly.

Appreciated. :)

Awesome food awesome weekend

2009-12-07T15:59:00.023+08:00

- Bubba Gump, Pyramid -
04 /12 /09
Dinner with the love one,
we dint order much for our dinner,
An appetizer, a fish and shrimp and 2 cup of drinks for share.

Mango Sparkler
Mango, Lemonade, Orange Juice and Lemon-Lime
~ Canton-i ~
Second dinner with the Serena Bi and the Ong.

Awesome foods awesome night. :)

- 5-6/ 12/ 09 -
Nothing special but just an officially couple date,
with the bf's partners and family members.
It's awesome and sweet weekend for me.

The Saturday
The first time he brought me to the Borneo Rainforest Sunway
for drinking session with him and his partners.
The environments and peoples are different
with I usually hang out with.
But seem I already stop club for a month,
this place wasn't that bad. :)

The Sunday
Snap** while waiting for the bf :)

The puppy name Miko.

and another name Pom Pom.

All day long watching the love one fetch me here and there.
The last destination was the warmth family house party.
A simple but lovely family, I love it.

Doll for the week
*a gift from my lovely mummy*

Lovely gift lovely surprise. Goodnight.

Funfair Night ❤

2009-12-01T00:45:00.007+08:00

- 2009.11.28 -

Ferris Wheel Spinning Kiss

I don't care how long that we can maintain.
Hopefully that will be forever.
Although, I'm the only one who remain it, I will just take it.
Yes I am, I am not that confidence with it.
But the heartbeat sound I heard when you beside me,
from the way you would hold me,
to the sweet things you told me,
and I know I cant let it go easily.

When you came back, I hope there's no more mistake between us.
I will appreciate every single moment that we spend together.

Forgiveness and forget all the bad memories.
Just to hope you will be my Mr.Right~

Because I'm stupid

2009-11-28T19:17:00.004+08:00

Because I'm so stupid , I know only you
You, who is looking at someone else
You have no idea of how I feel
There is no me in your days
Probably not even in your memories
I'm only looking at you
As the tears keep falling
I'm still happy to watch you from behind
Even if you don't know how I feel
In the end you just pass by me

In the days where I miss you so much
In the days when I'm withstanding the pain
" I love you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

There is no me in your days
Probably not even in your memories,
I'm only looking at you, making memories by myself
Love is like having a beautiful wound
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I am unable to laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
" I want you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Though I can't hold on to you
I need you, I'm unable to say anything, I want you
I keep holding and hoping again

In the days where I miss you so much
In the days when I'm withstanding the pain
" I love you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
" I want you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

Perhaps would you be good enough to read this?

2009-11-19T22:18:00.008+08:00

For someone who concern with my every post.
I know you pretty well in viewing my page and us.
I never seem anyone or even my best friend drop any special step on my page.
Every visitors came and left. Hi's and Bye's. Views and reads.
Chat box beside set it nice. I have no ideas why are you still here.
For care, thank you very much. For backbite, you're No.1.
Maybe not in directly, maybe acting innocent of it.
Maybe I'm thinking too much and you don't mean it.
Well, we no longer 3 years old kids. Everyone saw.
Here, a gift for you " pot calling kettle black "
Too free too showing off too updated too with me was an entertainment.
How great if I have someone with me and I will fully appreciated with the one.
But, not spending time on viewing and hurting people around.
Congratz, you did it well in the first.
Thanks, I be tough for your second appearance.

Sweet smile, naive girl, wasn't that innocent.
Beware~ They might be Witches & Demons

A cute and special one ~❤

2009-11-14T19:40:00.006+08:00

The Valentine couple bear.
Guess he already forgot he have a bear.
They have been separated.
How are you, the little bear.
Are you still in good?

A doll from him.
How sweet how surprise when I received it.
Anyway, I loved it because someone look like The Pooh. :D

I'm happy these day happened on me.
I wish for a doll and I get a Pooh.
I wish for a message and I get more than that.

Thanks, guess I'm thinking too much between us.
I know, i know, we are just friend.
Thanks for make me more sure with my feeling.
I love to be dream.
Leave me alone when you are not able to wake me up.
Just wake me up when the correct time. :)
Miss ya~

I hated the ugly truth

2009-11-04T13:27:00.005+08:00

What a Love, what a Hurt.
The way I thought was the perfect, the way you pretend almost perfect.
All the believe make these things goes perfection.
A year time and I realize.
I'm the fool and you are the smart.

The smile, the calls, the message, the way you treat me, was The Fake.
Girls being fool by the flirt that you show.
Once you took and once you go.
The "Sorry" mean everything?
The "I don't mean to" just skip every part?
The busy and success person won't be a Heart Breaker? or a Play Boy?
Some are being blind when you are telling them the truth,
and I'm the most foolish that living in the fool's paradise.
You took, you leave, you back, and I'm here.
Again and again... I'm being hurt and again.
You gain the tough of being a Liar.
I'm hopeful that you will fall and believe, but you are not a good.

"There's no such thing as a betrayer will turn back to you."

That I should learn and just like a cruel like you.
Love is not everything for you but just a replacement of loneliness.

I hated YOU.

A day a meal a fresh milk !

2009-10-23T23:24:00.007+08:00

A day long stomachache cause of the wrong mixed, vanilla chocolate chips caramel from Starbucks with the beers, even that's a little alcohol for the yesterday. 24-hours painful. A day with Serena Bi after my work on 1pm, thought we will have a good time in Neway, Subang, who know someone had FFK us. Of course the Males, their behaviors. I rushed to Pyramid and just to meet up with the cutest. And the final purpose I went to meet her was just a lunch, window shopping spotting our slippers, an afternoon nap, and some girl gossips.

I slept on her room like usual. The " S " and me sleep like a dead pig. We had a long sleep this afternoon. How lethargy until I couldn't wake myself up when the day become night.

A day a meal doesn't mean anything for me. While, I know how to take care of myself pretty well. I don't need anyone to remind me to do so. I love to mess with them, because I know they won't that sticky. It's sweet, It's care, It's warmth. I know. But now Family and Friendship care I needed most. Other than that out of my mind. Sorry! Doesn't mean I'm not moving on. I'm doing well now. :)

Two pack of fresh milk from the Indian stall for supported my stomachache. That's make me feel more better. Well, I'm a milk fans. There's no reason for me to have my favorite milk anytime. :)

I continue my dreaming time after facebook and blogspot. Goodnight..

很想说

2009-10-16T02:12:00.008+08:00

我还是很想念你, 真的好想你，
去到哪里都想着碰见你，
但是我却没有那勇气的告诉你，
虽然同住在一个小小的城市里，
却没那么有缘分的遇见你。

你最近到底跑哪儿去，
在网里才得知你消息。
朋友都在鼓励我放弃，
我却一直都不争气。

我慢慢的学着不想你，
不去翻看你消息，也不翻开旧日记。
回想总是美好回忆，未来还是现实地，
答应自己不再去吵你，相信自己有天能忘记。

不久将由她来陪你，是你一直都在寻找地。
一起走，一起笑，一起打天下，
疼你，爱你，细心的聆听你。

我，真心的祝福你。

First Octorber post !

2009-10-11T23:31:00.010+08:00

Currently,

Kelly's blog had been dead for a couple weeks..
I had lost my LG phone.

I'm addicted with the Facebook game
-Farm Ville, Cafe World, Happy Farm, RC as well... :)

The reason I'm lack of updating this blog cause of the lost of phone and the lazy behavior. I can't upload any of my photos...

In the beginning month of October,
my 20th birthday house party in Ms.Viene house,
2nd bbq steamboat celebration with the babes,
my cousin wedding dinner night, my cousin grandparent birthday.
Lotsa memory I used to be memorize in photos,
but I din't took any of them.
Lotsa beautiful stuff and delicious foods,
I used to be share in this blog.
But...
the careless and unlucky me, met a pick pocket in a crowded place.

While, daddy knows I need a phone badly.
He sponsored a half that I asked for the phone price.
Nowadays, many labels choice.
Is not easy to choose a nice and useful phone.
So, I guess I'm getting a phone that I know how to function it. :)

01/10/09
Thanks for my Klang Khaki and the Subang's friends who celebrated an awesome and unforgettable house party, and make my body full with beers and creams, and the present - Swatch. Love it... :)

02/10/09
Second celebration with the Babes at BBQ steamboat buffet in Bandar Baru Klang.
2 birthday girls which is me and Kathy Lew.
Full of food the night...

Guess I'm gaining my weight more than I'm having my diet plan.
Gosh...! I'm back with the horrible weight, promise to be stop eating that much soon...

After the unlucky day,
lucky will stick on me soon.
Good day, goodnight =)

Fully oily sweetie meals

2009-09-26T01:54:00.006+08:00

Food... more and more food in my life my day... Eventually, I made myself Fat. Here was the last 2 weeks foods and drink... what an enjoyable day.. Lack of time for posted some new. :S

- Big Apple -
Donuts with the Bi and Ong.

- Raya hometown trip -

My cousin wedding dishes at my hometown, Paloh, Johor.

Our dessert? Kampung style..
Nestle Drumstick Vanila. My favorite :g

- Papa John's, Aeon Jusco -
The dinner with Stephy the cutie and Adrian the noisy. :D
Seriously, the food was not that delicious as the photos.

- Kim Gary, Sunway pyramid -
The dinner with the babes.

Recently kinda busy for entertaining and working.
Lately a post hope won't be a distance of us.
Goodnight and sleep tight. =)

29/12/ 2007 present

2009-09-18T22:37:00.008+08:00

From my beloved, my ex lover.
For the year birthday's present? Too late for October.
The year Christmas's present?
A New Year gift? A part of it..

A first present from him, my favor color watch.
Pink and white it's pretty match and full of cares.
Recall me a lot, have to be punctual on time.
No matter he with me or not,
I will try to remember all about us,
and keep all that we made.
Guess, he will get more better and nice life in the future.
Just hope that he will keep the story that we made.

A relationship go ups and downs, but we failed.
I don't know why the hell I'm falling for you,
but yeah the ugly truth is, I do.

A simple couple love. I miss you.
Goodnight, my dearest :)

Working First Weekdays

2009-09-18T00:23:00.012+08:00

Current week, Kelly in work, an office work in Centro Mall who near her house. Wake up 7.30am early in the morning from Monday to Friday... make myself look tidier and walk a few step from the ground to ground. Honestly, this is my first office job. While, I'm still haven back to my normal life, but at least I never slept on 6am anymore.. It's an improvement. Gonna make a commitment for the coming month. Great !

My Wednesday's Sweet Coconut Mango Ice.
The ice was soft, delicious.

Thursday, Baskin Robbins
While, 3 of us waiting for the Ong and Yau for today movie.

Seriously,
he is doing some translate from English Malay to Chinese.
Not an acting.

Headache CJ? Serena captured it... :D

Saw this special cake in the fridge,
think of my coming birthday.
Whether anyone remember it.. :C

Today's Movie
- GAMER -

Plot summary for Gamer: Set in a future-world where humans can control other humans in mass-scale, multi-player online gaming environments, a star player (Butler) from a game called "Slayers" looks to regain his independence while taking down the game's mastermind (Hall).

Working day, Movie day, Sweet desert day.
Exhausted day. My free weekday.
But gonna busy for the coming day... :)

Some days are better than others.

2009-09-12T18:55:00.001+08:00

A Friday for the gals and boys...my buddies, my beibi milk and me went for The Curve. Beibi Serena finished her final exam today... and we the Klang khaki, went up to accompany her. While...we miss out someone again.. this time is the funniest Mr. CJ.

On the way to the Cathay Cinemax.

They in blur... ~.~

McD in black?

Passing by the fruit stall.

Bought myself some cherries.

After our 3D Final Destination IV movie.
Our dinner in - Italiannies -

The vegetable oil , salt and the Ong's fave.

Ong's Taquila. :D

Our dishes..

Our dessert..
- Chocolate Malt -

The Tam Jiak faces

CJ was not there, but also the tam jiak face.

Before walk back to the car park,
took it...

Passing by - The Apartment -
it's a beautiful design restaurant.

Last Friday, some better day.
Joyful laughter day...
Food - full - fat..

A special day

2009-09-10T23:55:00.005+08:00

~ 09/09/2009 ~

I have a normal day, my orthodontic appointment,
my calculation work, my dinner with the buddies.
And I miss someone.
He was right...
The day should be meaningful for the couple the lovers.
We had chat the night, about 10 messages. I guess it's enough. :)
He told me he is single and no need those celebration.
Wait until he get one, that's only meaningful.
I was disagreed. But something knock me.
Yes... I need his concern as well...
But too bad.. we already miss out... we already pass by..
Met his uncle and have a short conversation yesterday.
Recall me a lot about our sweet past time.
The family vacation to Cameron Highland,
this year Chinese New Year. It's warmth.

Because if your love was all I had in this time
Well that would be enough until the end of time.

Goodnight...

Flip-flop day 07/09/09

2009-09-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

The day after the high heel day, that's my day of flip-flop day... Lagoon beach day... with the classmates and the buddies. While... we miss out someone that can entertainment ... Serena... the gal who having her final exam this week... Good Luck my dear, all the best.... :)

This is really Funny... :D

The gal with her sun glass and her big smile.
- Me -

Saw? yes... the tiger.

I move forward o zoom forward?

After Lagoon, Trophy my Ice-cream.

After Lagoon,before our lunch at McD.

Here, open my big mouth and tasted.

Crazy McD lunch. Few more french-fried and cokes.

My sweet mouth fruit
- American Cherry -

End up, I saw these are beautiful.

It's an exhausted day, but we have fun.
Good Day... !

Convocation day & Annual dinner night.

2009-09-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

06/09/09

Graduation Ceremony 2009

Convocation day and Annual dinner night held in Sheraton Hotel.
My high heel day, wearing a long day heels with a formal look.
A dressing night with the colorful decoration annual ball.

Thanks to my daddy, mummy, and grandma for the attended.
I'm happy that my daddy bought me a little bear with a white rose.
Unfortunately, mine had been exchanged by someone,
cause of the same packing.

Miss you, my bear.
Before the entrance after parked my car on.
Camwhore ^^

Formal look? nothing different.

My lovely family.
Look like we miss out someone. My brother.

- The Annual Ball Dinner -

The guest are pleased to be seat.
The tables and the foods are ready..

This is my favorite.

The ladies.

The tallest and me.

The charming and me.

~Last but not least~
... Memorable Day...

Ice Monster

2009-09-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

A name that I always renamed wrong.
A place that a part of my sweet past memory.
A place that can taste a plate of Ice.
That's my favorite fruit ice.

Sunway Pyramid - Ice Monster -

1 for my friends that share and 1 for me.

Their Mango Ice.

My Mix Fruity Ice. Extra added milk...Yummy...

The place I brought my ex lover here for a sweet taste.
It's still my favorite...
Although there are no longer the same tasty as the previous.

Everything seem like changing,
the place we went, surround, foods and drinks,
movies, dramas, songs, people, you and me.

Don't we all hate changes? I do, a lot...
But whether we like it or not, that's the ironic side of life.
And the only thing that's left to do when changes take place?

This week Friday's dessert.
I'm a milk fans.

Girl's out day ^^

2009-09-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

Girl's out day... my shopping diary. Saved for the past 2 months spend for the 2 4 days. The main reason for me to have a shopaholic behavior cause of the coming Sunday, my convocation and Annual Ball Night. Yes... I haven buy anythings that related before the day, a formal wear, a dinner wear, and a lots... After these day, I'm gonna save the coming month allowance for my December travel fees... Here are these weekdays, me and my buddy bought. From Klang to the 1U , from Klang to the Pyramid.

- Pull and Bear collection -

edc by esprit for the Ong.

Zara, Forever 21 and the above.

- A|X -

My sun glasses.

The Wednesday dinner in Klang, after the crazy shops.
The Lok Lok , yummy :P

End up with some recent photos.
Camwhore Rocks...

I'm getting lost when I see all these clear.
The day for you may a day for me.
Good day.

Miley Cyrus - Obsessed

2009-09-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

Why do I just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow I have things to do.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face,
so I try to read, but all I do is lose my place.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

I just had to call you up and say hello.
I know it's 3 AM.
And I saw you awhile ago.
But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice
To know you're there
I don't seem to have any choice.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

Oh yeah.
I'm so sorry I just had to wake you up.
I feel so lonely by myself.
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is this something else?
Yeah.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I want you all the time.

Oooh yeah
But I do all the time,
I want you all the time.
Am I obsessed with you?

Song for the day,
... my love...

Miley Cyrus new album

2009-09-01T15:06:00.004+08:00

= The Time of Our Lives =

The new Miley Cyrus album, “The Time of Our Lives” from Hollywood Records, released on 31 August 2009, exclusively at Walmart stores and Walmart.com. Album’s new single “Party In The USA” debuts at #2 on Billboard Hot 100

Tracks on the new album include:

The Time of Our Lives
Party In The USA
Obsessed
When I Look At You
Talk Is Cheap
Kicking And Screaming
Before The Storm (duet with Jonas Brothers Live)

Cyrus is currently filming the Nicolas Sparks drama “The Last Song” and will embark on a 45-city North American tour beginning in September.

In addition, Miley Cyrus and designer Max Azria of apparel house BCBGMAXAZRIAGROUP, Inc. have teamed up to create Miley Cyrus & Max Azria, a new apparel line which launched this month exclusively in Walmart stores and online at Walmart.com. Walmart is also the sponsor of the Miley Cyrus North American Tour.

In 2006, Miley Cyrus landed the starring role in Disney Channel’s "Hannah Montana," which instantly became a ratings blockbuster. That year, the first "Hannah Montana" CD came out on Walt Disney Records, becoming the first TV soundtrack to debut at #1 on the Billboard Top 200. The album is now certified triple-platinum.

With her triple-platinum 2007 two-disc set, "Hannah Montana 2 / Meet Miley Cyrus," Miley set the stage for her record-shattering "Best of Both Worlds" tour. She also had the #1 film in the country with the Walt Disney Pictures 3-D release, "Hannah Montana & Miley Cyrus: Best of Both Worlds Concert." Last summer she released her platinum-certified "Breakout" album, for which she co-wrote eight of the 13 tracks. Cyrus also topped the best-seller list with the release of her first book Miles To Go.

With her starring role in the #1 Walt Disney Picture film, "Hannah Montana The Movie," Cyrus scored her fourth #1 album with the film's platinum-certified soundtrack. She is the youngest recording artist ever to claim four #1 albums on the Billboard Top 200 in less than three years.

Cyrus recently wrapped the third season of “Hannah Montana.” A fourth season of the hit series will begin production in 2010.

Album for the day,

...my love...

" Mua Ji " - Rice Cake Pie

2009-08-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

- Tuesday's Night Desert -

A desert that make me think of us,
the first time I ate with my beloved.
Remembered I told him a " Mua Ji " story.
The night he was in Cameron Highland with his partners for training.
I'm in Klang with my mid-term test.
We talk the night, our laugh sounds night,
we share the night, our sweet past night.

The other day he came back from Cameron,
he bought me a box of strawberry,
a box of candy, and a box of Strawberry Mua Ji.
What a surprise... =)

Rice Cake Chocolate Pie - Strawberry

A stall in a coffee shop which in Meru.
They hand made Mua Ji and Tang Yuan.
The first time I have tried these with my beloved,
and now I have my desert with my buddies.
Different time, different feel.

A Mickey desert? - Tang Yuan -

For my relationship, I always miss him.
For my friendship, I'm on my way to miss them.

❤ Summer Love ❤

2009-08-25T14:22:00.000+08:00

I been wrote for couple months ago, there some emo post, it's about my love story, and label it as "biz man story". From the Spring to the Summer season, and I always said I'm okay.... I wake up anytime I like, I went for party whenever I want, I bet with friends for not purposely contact with the man. It's work, it's really work. Really??? I don't know how long should I take to let it go.

When I see if the sun will rise, I know a night pass by,
and he moved far a day time, that I can't reach by.

The pains we make, the scars we left,
it's like fresh, it's like just Yesterday.

Tell me what is it all reaching for. We got nothing at all.
I have been try not to think, not to think.
But it's like recall me.
When the time arrived, where the place I went.

I know I will see him again in the future I'm sure,
that's not selfish to ask for more,
one more night one more day,
one more smile on his face,
I'm willing to see him once again.

And it's a little conversation, he shake my heart away.
No need corrections, no need for judgment.
In the corner of my mind, I know to well
that surely even I deserve the best.
Please wake me up when the correct time.

Heaven knows what the future holds,
or least where the story goes.

Monday Blue~

2009-08-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

A cloudy morning, I woke up quite early compare with the other days in a week...That's my Monday. Work~!!! My calculation work have to rush.

Done.. done... done...

My brunch with the girl friends and boy friends. Call up each other to one of BBT restaurant. CJ favorite today, ABC Klang Fried Chicken. I wonder Why he so like fried chicken. Even we in sick, flu, sore throat, and so on. He would suggested the same food. What a Chicken King. Joke, my dear.

Simple name to called - ABC Klang Fried Chicken -

ABC Table 04 our seats....

Decoration in ABC shop.

Serena pig and our table. Sorry for after meal captured.

- Movie for the day -

Plot Summary: The tragic loss of their unborn child has devastated Kate and John, taking a toll on both their marriage and Kate's fragile psyche as she is plagued by nightmares and haunted by demons from her past. Struggling to regain some semblance of normalcy in their lives, the couple decides to adopt another child. At the local orphanage, both John and Kate find themselves strangely drawn to a young girl named Esther. Almost as soon as they welcome Esther into their home, however, an alarming series of events begins to unfold, leading Kate to believe that there's something wrong with Esther--this seemingly angelic little girl is not what she appears to be. Concerned for the safety of her family, Kate tries to get John and others to see past Esther's sweet facade. But her warnings go unheeded until it may be too late...for everyone.

I love movie,
once for a week with my gals my boys my friends.
Love you guys.

Sushi the night, party after the night

2009-08-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

- 22/23.08.09 - Poppy Garden -

A Party held in Poppy Garden the night after my Sushi Party in Klang.
Met up a lot of friends the night, it's COOL and AWESOME.
A welcome party to a friend that coming back holiday from Taiwan.
She looked gorgeous and matured than the last time I saw her in Malaysia, it have been 3 years ago.
And her first club night was sent to us and we enjoyed...
5 and a half bottle of liquor drop one gal down...
The main rules for me in club -
Gals are not allowed to drunk especially in front of everyone.
It's terrible and out of control.

Simply because not only 3 of us.

because she was the reason we came for

because girls night out

because I can't smile nicely =)

so that I always post for V.

Club night, liquor night.
Goodnight gentleman, good morning ladies.
Even it's awesome, remember no Drunk.
Please don't drive if you were Drunk.

Thursday's Drive

2009-08-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

A spending day, an outgoing day.
A day that I be CJ's driver and sister.
He accompanied me to the 1st location -
JPJ for renewing my driving license.
Yes... I been delayed for 5months of changing my P license.
I took off the P-sticker in my car and won't get bully by CJ anymore.
The 2nd location - Aeon, Maybank paid my P1 bill,
the 3rd located to Post Office for mailing.
4th located in IRC cafe,
I treat him a meal and buy myself a Mango Ice-Blended. =)
5th located in bbk,Jusco the Nyonya Colors for 3 Candols.
I love the taste of black sugar. It's sweet and delicious.
After Jusco, I drove them to the Night Market,
Thurday's Pasar Malam which in Meru.

I spent my day with my buddies and my car.
what an exhausted day.

My life My day, Keep moving on...
Day to day, bless I'm good in health.

Two days in Megamall

2009-08-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

My Tuesday's movie

- THE SCREEN AT KAMCHANOD - Synopsis: In 1987, four movie screeners stumbled upon a chilling event as they were hired to screen a movie in the forest of Kamchanod, Udon Thani Province. The screeners were wondering why they had no audience at all. Yet, as the movie was about to end, a group of people emerged from the forest and lined up in front of the screen.

Kinda excited when reaching climax of the movie, people are screaming inside the cinema. :D Took these movie in GSC Mid Valley with Trega, Serena and her Nilai friends. After movie, we turn our place to Subang, Neway. Sing sing sing...

- GSC Mid Valley-

Because I love Movies, I wanna watch the Orphan
Because I love foods and drinks
Because she look like a patient, lack of sleep.
- In Subang, Neway -
Because she like to camwhore in the wash room -__-!!!

My Wednesday's Dinner
a raining night, a dinner at The Garden, Mid Valley.

The decoration are awesome

The Porter Bear that I captured at the cartoon shop, cute?
-The Taiwan Restaurant-
While waiting for the seat, I captured.
My meal, my dinner, my BBQ drumstick.
Sweet and sour chicken for Serena.
And ?
Not very close and they sit too far from me,
so I dint capture the other food...

The food was delicious but a little costly.
Not always, but once a week it's still okay.

Monte Carlo de Genting

2009-08-17T14:41:00.016+08:00

A very nice name, A very nice place

A cold weather, A raining day
A liquor night for warming up our body,
A gaming night for entertainment.
Teenagers? no longer... 21 years old adults? no achieve...
What we looking for? Just for fun and relax...
Rich people play throwing chips for betting luck.
Poor people betting luck with throwing chips.
Both hoping get the same return - the chips and luck..
Unfortunately, most of them Lost...
Their time, their property, their healthy, their precious.
I'm not saying myself,
but anyone could be the same if we addicted.
Take once or twice for a little small game is alright.
But don't addict with the games, especially Gambling...

- We paid 12 bucks for the entrance and a glass of beer,
that's our Safari 's night and here are the liquors but not ours -

- The place that I stayed, Gohtong Jaya -

- A nice scenery took from my living room -

- Here I am, Kelly with her spec -

These are the last weekends that me and my buddies spend in the Highland.
While, this trip cost me 200 bucks. Worth !

de Genting day,
memorable and enjoyed.

Happy Birthday to Mr.C

2009-08-16T14:15:00.011+08:00

Every day's important,
but none more so than this,
may it be a day of love,
a day of utter bliss !

Have a year beyond your dreams,
where peace and joy abound,
have a great Birthday.

- Happy Birthday to you, Mr.C -

Brother-Sister-Friends

2009-08-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY's NIGHT

A place that near my home which in Klang, a place that keep my tears, my happiness, my memory, and my story beginning and ending... Remember the place that I would choose to be alone and calm down and cried over there. That's only me and the sunset... my happy ending.

I called as - The 8 Bridge -

And a dinner there with my buddies and also my lovely brother.. curious? No... my brother can hang out with me and also my friends. Because we almost the same stage teenager...of course going to be adults. After our dinner, we hang out to Quattro in Avenue K, KL...

- The Autumn Club -

- The Winter Bar -
Serena, Kelly, CJ, Kris

The purpose we went to Four Seasons was the Wednesday show, of course not four of us to the club. I just pick the most prettier photo. We have some other friends. My buddies, my brother and his friends. Some of us have a very bored club night, lack of liquor and dance floor. We back on time and that night I met a Magician. He's kinda cute.. but... not fully professional. We caught out some of his skill. =)

Day pass slowly, my memory become weakly.
Good or bad, just let it mess.

12-hrs de Monday

2009-08-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

12-hrs entertainment day... with? the girlfriends boy-friends.
Suppose have to finish all my calculation by today.
Received a call from Serena in the morning and my day fully planned. From my home to Damansara, and back to Klang, and continue.

We late for the movie, the first 20min...
We pick the G.I Joe movie.

G.I.Joe are awesome...

Plot: An elite military unit comprised of special operatives known as G.I. Joe, operating out of The Pit, takes on an evil organization led by a notorious arms dealer.

After the movie, we went for half an hour gaming in 1U...
After gaming, the most excited part of my day... Shopping.
Dint walked in much shops, just Zara and Forever 21.
I stop shopping for a month d, and today with some girlfriends boy-friends, cannot have my fully shopaholic behavior. But, am not letting myself with the empty hand. Just looked up for some new wears. =)

Here, dress for the day.

Kinda simple but I love it, suitable in this country =)

Last but not least.

Back to Klang, we continue, dinner, yum-cha, chit-chat, and the last venue at cafe with the endless computer game -Left 4 Dead- Today accomplice, CJ, Serena, Kris, Trega, Chloe, Adrian and Steven. While, we not in a full but a part.

This is my Monday.
And continuous weekdays...

Friday 7/8/09

2009-08-09T20:35:00.005+08:00

After our brunch in Klang, me and the gf the bf went to Serena's colleague for passing up her assignment. After this, we turn to 1U GSC for a movie, heard from facebook's friend comment that this movie quite nice and most of the girl will think of married after this movie.

Genre of the movie about wedding, romance, male chauvinism , womanizer.

The night, am room alone with some drama.
And the Gf Bf ? Clubs the night.
They have fun and crazy over there, and I get to know all in the next day.

Will miracle exist ?

2009-08-04T01:28:00.028+08:00

Did sometime something recall back the past of you?

That's touch and make you feel wanna drop your tears?
I did...
and each time I walked on this road, I think of someone.
When the day become night, I'm afraid to fall asleep.
Because I will dream of us, and I know that I can't control it.
Time pass slowly, our memory become weakly,
and I had forfeited my chance of keeping our memory.

I guess...
month to month, he will totally forget my appearance.
It's sad, I can't see him again after the last day we met.
I can't contact with him after his Big Day that coming soon.
His news, his stuff and his everything,
will be disappear in my circle of life soon.

I keep repeating this song, and I drop my tears once again.
It's touch me, it's meaningful, and a very nice song.

Reality are cruel, will fairy tale exist in real life?
Will miracles exist on my life?

End up this emo post with some today's photos.
Tonight just attended my brother's friend wedding dinner.
Congratulation....

Take a little time, it's alright.
I will be great.
Goodnight =)

Sunset Happiness

2009-08-01T02:02:00.007+08:00

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给.

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞..

天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
有谁肯安慰..

我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违..
也许颓废也是另一种美.

日落灿烂,可惜不长
玫瑰花香,可惜多刺
百合动人,可惜短暂

My sunset Love.
My sunset Happiness.

A Love Debt

2009-08-01T01:22:00.007+08:00

Never say I love you,
when you don't really care.
Never talk of feelings,
if they aren't there.

Never hold my hands,
if you mean to break my heart.
Never say I'm the one,
if you dream of more than me.

Never look into my eyes,
if you are telling me a lie.
Never say hello,
if you think you will say goodbye.

Never say forever,
if you ever plan to part.
Never lock up my heart,
if you don't have the key.

Never promise anything,
if you will drop all your commitments.
A broken promise is a mere scrap of paper.

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.

Love the heart that hurts you,
but never hurt the heart that loves you.
Because for the world you maybe someone,
but for someone you are the world.

This is the truth of life, its strange but true.
Once you realize this, its never too late to change.

Goodnight, Ms. Kelly.

The real of Me

2009-07-28T00:30:00.011+08:00

...Kelly...

A gal that always wish for a better life, waiting for the impossible boyfriend, and wanted a group of true friends, and more... Will that come true in the real life? She talks straight, she hurts people with those word which she never knows she's hurting them, and this is her bad habits. Can she improve to a better Kelly? She selfish, she never know. All the true to her was the cruel to her.

Firstly, she wants people to understand her, but did she understand them ?

Secondly, when she heard something that she dislike, she used to smack the person.

Thirdly, she talks everything without using her's brain.

Fourth, she wont stop talking. (Talkative)

Fifth, she never care other people feeling when she having a joke with others.

Sixth, she wants people to listen to her, but she never listen to people.

Seventh, she had a great relationship and friendship, she never appreciate it.

But once she lost, she got nothing at all. And here I am... the gal who writing this post. I been hurt and I did hurt others. Apology is just a word, a very useful for the first time, but not for every time. Thousands of apology aren't work to the person who being hurt. A lovely couple can end up their relationship with no feelings, a true friends can end up their friendship with a long time treated badly and keep on repeating the same mistakes.

And I'm the person who treated them badly and repeating the same mistakes. How worst am I? Thanks for letting me know all the true, may be my shout out are foolishness and childish, but it's sincere from me, I really want to know more about myself from the mirror of my friends.

No need more explanation. If the friendship is that weak.. I think my apology is not enough for everything. I will follow what my best sister want me to be. To stop disturb her life, and sorrowful session will be start now, on my own side.

To a long-term relationship, we already done our part.

To a long-term friendship, we still can fixed it up.

I open my heart to listen everything u said to me.
I might even be a better Kelly in the future, as long as people willing to give me a chance, and walk with me, consult me, fixed all my bad to the best. And here I am, prepare for accept the real me and my real friend. If these funny and Bullshit, please just ignored it...

Thank you.
End up with some recent photo.

Sincere from Kelly.
Goodnight.

All or Nothing..

2009-07-26T21:25:00.013+08:00

It's been a long time I dint upload my blog.
And I don't even know what should I write in this blog.
When I come back here, I know I'm missing him.
I take a long time to calm down, and not going back to him.
We met up, we faced and we talk about some little stuff.
I know I can't completely let go everything,
but I'm learning.
I stop everything related with him,
no message, no call, no msn, no meet up, no dreams.

Before the day,
I'm proud of myself, I'm happy with my life,
and I keep going on with my single but unavailable life.
After the day, I'm lost.
I back to the weakness of me, and keep on thinking of us.
We used to be together, we fate for it, and dream on everyday.

What so powerful that make me feel like we used to be?
NO.... He only want for my help,
and I'm willing to done everything he need.
Please awake, Kelly...
he won't come back, don't think too much.
To be strong and move on,
even that we met up, don't walk back to the weakness.

I don't want forget everything belong to us,
just let me keep all about us in the deepest from my heart.
Even we know that we don't have a chance to recouple,
I'm willing to be everything he need.
How pain how hurt I may receive, I'll be fine...

I don't wish in the future, I will forget everything,
forget his sounds, his smile, his action, his behavior.
This is the only way to make me think of him,
and nobody can take it away.

I don't wish to be forgotten.
A gal that fall in love with a man.
We staying near, but it's too far for us to be together.
I will remember any of everything, and I want to smile again.
And I'm hope I will smile with the same the Man.
Cause I want it all, or nothing at all.

Goodbye, My beloved.
Goodnight.

I will Move On

2009-07-09T00:51:00.004+08:00

A song~

This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me through
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again caught in the rain
Looking back I've come so far and I want to carry on

Take a step a little time it's alright
Even through this rain
I want to smile again

Don't hold back now
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me thru'
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am Here I am
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on
~end~

Recently, illness followed me too tight, it's around a month I keep on ill-ing.
And I'm started off with everything related him.
I'm very concerned about him. I'm be everything he need.
Sacrificed, Pained , Tearful, Sorrowful, Lifeless...
He deserve for me to do that.
I know that he don't like it..That's why I'm going to stop embarrass him.
Pretend that he never be that cruel to me, he just went to a very far place for his biz..
And I just can drop everything here, but not with him.
Hopefully, one day he will come back to me.
Let me make up for what happened in the past,
and start a new beginning, you're one in a million.

Goodnight, my love.
sweet dreams, Kelly..

Oppssy....

2009-07-08T01:47:00.004+08:00

Emm...... Just know that i had received a wrong info from a friend.
Kinda stupid and funny~ heheeeee~
But just left it la... Nobody will know what's wrong with my blog mistake...
Is about a Date...related with the last post, about the travel date. >.<

Sorry~

^^ Our precious ^^

2009-07-07T19:14:00.007+08:00

Never know that The Movie make him change a lot..
He is not a Drama addicted...
But this is the first time I saw him superb love all about the artist - movie, drama and songs...
It's Miley Cyrus and also named Hannah Montana..
It's awesome, he love it, I love it...
He is a superb busy man but since when he became a drama addicted, and a fans of Miley Cyrus...
He will only put his time on those meaningful movie and drama..that everything related with Miley.

And now, it turn me to superb love everything about Miley...
I grab everything related in the web,the movies, drama, songs, video clips, interview, gossips, photos and etc....

I'm waiting for the coming week, one of my friend will bring me back the 3rd season of Hannah Montana from Australia.. and just launch on 7th of July... which is today...

Mr. C going to Bali today,and wish him from a very little heart of me, healthful and enjoy the travel...

Take care, biz man...

Business man story

2009-07-06T00:54:00.008+08:00

July came.. I had lost my mind....
Jun past.. we have to move on....
I fall in a wrong relationship. I'm waiting for an empty..
I have a scar in my heart. It's deep, pain, and unforgettable.
He was right, they were right.
I should move on, and searching for a better life.
Hope that I can make it..
They said that good things take time,
but really great things happen in the blink of an eyes.
I know that we no longer a couple. Not yet a normal friend.
We need time to recover.
As now, peoples keep asking why I'm still holding on.
My answer, I don't know.
Between, Love and Like are different,
I love him? or I just like him?
I don't know how to express my feeling,
He is not my everything, but a part of my life.
He left me with a very good reason, and I accept it.
I fall in love with everything he like...
The movies, the songs, the artist, and the life...
All about us, was just a fantastic dream.
I love to dream in his life.
In this dream, I found myself, I found him, and us.
I never think that I will awake one day.
But seem he ask so, I have to move on.
Never thought that I will be like those girl in his heart.
He told me before, how he treated those girl that admire him. It's annoying him.
Seem everything clear and I know how he feel how he think.
For everything I done is just to concern him but not annoying him.

Time and time again I tell him, and
time and time again he won't believe me.

The place that you shows me how deep you love me.
~09/12/07~

Biz man story will be end up soon.
waiting...

Goodnight, Mr.C and Ms.Kelly

Latest Gifts

2009-07-05T23:10:00.010+08:00

I went to The Gardens last Friday, with 2 buddy - Trega and Viene. I had bought 1 wallet for my brother as his coming birthday present and 1 purse for myself. So far, that day morning I had been received a good news and a bad news. It's all about Us.... whatever I think I dream, all was just between me and myself. He already gone far away from the point... That's why I bought myself a purse, to replace the oldness present(my old purse) from him...

Goodbye the past, Welcome the newly.

Salvatore Ferragamo

My purse for myself.

A/X

A wallet to my lovely brother.

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My mum birthday coming soon...
Mr. C birthday coming soon...
I have to buy her and him a present too.
Faint~ I spend more than I earn in this month.

Challenge it, I can make it perfect.

Superb emo day and night

2009-07-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

I had done some silly things again...
July came, I totally lost my mind.
I annoying him, I talk to him,
I concern him, and I had been rejected.
Again and again...
It's pain and keep on hurting me.
People said that I'm a trouble maker,
maybe, I'm...
Keep on hurting myself even know that we wont have a happy beginning.
Let's start a new life new Kelly....
Wake up...
please wake me up from the sorrow life.
This might be my weakness.
I live in a very long time ago.
and waiting...
his message,his call,
his response, his everything.

Foolishness, Disappointment, Disapprobation.

Goodnight, Miss Kelly..

Little too much over....

2009-06-30T04:41:00.005+08:00

I'm moody...I'm feeling down...
I had been searching for something this few days,
I hope that I can get it perfectly and on time.
I don't want any wrong timing between us.
We been separate for a couple of month, we already moved on.
We should be nothing. We are just normal friend.
But why? Why my tears will still dropping ?
Once I get to know about you, I'm care.
I believe in fate, as what you told me,
no forcing between us.
So you leaving me, and I'm letting you go.
I know this will be the hardness way for me.
But I'm learning to walk through this.
Sometime, I might be silly.
But I know what I'm doing.
I'm just doing my part to take care of someone that I love that I care.
No matter how pain how hurt I may receive,
I just wish I have one more chance to take care of him.
I'm just little too much over him.

Goodnight,
Biz man and Miss Kelly.

Lalala~ Serena's hse BBQ

2009-06-30T03:57:00.012+08:00

Sorry about this morning said that I will be going Tenji tonight. Cause of birthday gal wishes, we went to her house for BBQ. Serena and Syzean prepared everything in this afternoon, foods, drinks and those BBQ stuff. Gosh... I was the most unlucky person, each time they having BBQ I m in ill-ing... Whatever, continue BBQ in her house. As long as I m enjoyed... Nothing specials, just those normal BBQ foods-fish ball, sausages, chickens, corns and etc... but it's already enough for us. Cause we are on diet... Luckily we had choose some healthy drinks, it's better than Coke and Pepsi. Guess what drinks we having on? Only those who join will know that. =)
And photos wont be post up, it's because of some secret. Sorry~

We took our weight test in Serena house, and this is the result....added 2 new comers..

Diet Plan...

Left hand side is the actual weight and the right will be the future weight.
Trega , Jian, Kelly, Syzean, Serena, Adrian.
waiting for the date 17/7/09

We had over a simple but joyful birthday BBQ.
It's memorable. She's look adorable tonight.
I love her smile =)

Happy Birthday, Serena.

Oppsss....

2009-06-29T03:24:00.017+08:00

It's been a week i dint upload anything in here.
It's another week... I m still the same Kelly.
Hanging out with a group of crazier friends,
we together yum-cha, eat and drinks, shopping, chit chatting, some more gossiping.
Funny and wasted money, but full of laughter and joyful.
We call up each other for meal almost everyday.

Now, we betting some Diet Plan,
which is who can't lose their weight in the next month,
2 of us going to swim in the Poppy's swimming pool for 2 rounds after the club end.
Dateline coming sooner, 4 of us - Trega, CJ, Serena, Kelly.
We were still having supper almost every night. =D

And tonight, we going celebrate Serena's Birthday at Tenji, Soho KL.
See..... we like betting increase weight more than decrease weight. -__-!!!
My friends, we are still single, but I don't wan to be a Fatty anymore.
Please... committed and do it.

Thursday 25/6/09
Vacancy for Starbucks careers,
customer in the same time. =)

Wednesday 24/6/09
Went to bbk Jusco, hunted an Air Wick for my car.
Sorry that I had bought the AQUA, but not the same with my Chubby Gang.

Camwhore #1

Camwhore #2

Camwhore #3

The moment when...
waiting for Michelle to arrive.
waiting for Trega to done his stuff.
I took it again.. =)

Practice make perfect....
Good morning~Miss Kelly.

Bitter-sweet memories

2009-06-23T19:24:00.013+08:00

I m thinking~
It's been a month we never meet each other,
How are you lately?
Is that meant we ending up?
We no longer a couple, not yet a normal friend?
How well do you know me?
How well do I know you?

I had changed, and I m lost...
I don't know is this the good way for us.
For you, your busy day replace everything.
Sounds great. Is that work?
For me, I live my life from day to day.
Hoping maybe you will come back one day.
Sounds emo, yes it's true...

I almost fail, fail to walk back to the past.
The one who never care your feeling,
keep on disturb you every early in the morning,
keep on ask you to accompany me,
to talk with me and listen to me.
Even know that you are in a meeting,
I will still put my anger on you.
Ridiculous..

But now, I go on my life without knowing anything about you.
Sometimes,
I may feeling alone in the late night before I go to bed.
I may drive my car to a place that we went through before.
I may holding my cell phone and typing your number.
I may thinking when will we meet up again.
I may wondering...everything goes fine?

A group of word I typed before,
我的回忆不是我的，我的快乐是自己的，
如果我们碰面了，我们会是怎样的？

If one day, we passing by each other,
I m sure I will smile and say " Hello".
Because I know that I miss you more than I can,
is really difficult for me to meet you and talk with you.
I will appreciate every moment being with you.
I will be tough enough.

Please take good care of yourself,
no matter how busy you are,
for the biz man....

She said~

2009-06-18T04:40:00.005+08:00

As one of my friend said,
all was just about the funniest stories...
I m confess that I m a gal who talk straight,
even that I hurt my best Sister before.
But I m not that gal that a friend keep on repeating in almost every related place,
that I m trying to step her off n foolish on her,
talking on every where and take her as a joke.
If I really do talk something that uncomfortable her,
I may replace with my everything.
But why must she done until my Babes avoiding me?
Am all the madness , anger, sadness, funniest,
are worth than the relationship(as she said)...

Keep silent off and ending up the stories are not the way she done.
I m the way of gal she dislike from the pass,
It's the way she choose to letting me to be alone.
And she know that they are important in my life,
I will keep on trusting the other relationship are stronger than this.

And talking fun and laughing on you doesn't help in adding credits in my personality..
And I never ever think to do this on,
we are no longer 3 years old kid...

I need concern as well...
sentiment can be important for you and so do I ?

Lately the best,
have a nice day...
~Goodnight~

True friend or just having fun?

2009-06-13T23:24:00.006+08:00

I been treated badly this few days, seem I know something that she hide behind me. And I don't know what's the big deal that she not telling me all the truth? Is not the first time I know that by myself or from the other people. And I know that I treat her as a Friend that can talk and tell her all about my life, even that I brought her to my night life and intro all my friends to her. Is really enjoyed and have fun thought those entertainments. I know that she may not have the same thinking with me. I know I can't blame on her, it's because everyone have their own choices. It's between I may be her true friend or just having fun. She is one of my close friend. A friend that quite often went out with me to almost every clubs. I treat her not bad, but i don't know why, she like keeping everything, keep secret behind me, and just like i will blame her or jealous with her. I'm not, i just feel sad and mad, why she have to keep secret behind me?

Is that shame of clubs?
Is that shame to let me know?
Is that scare of my jealousy?

I may too straight for everything, I talk straight, I show my anger once I mad. But I m not jealousy, her everything making me feel like I had been used by my friend. The feel is difficult and different. When we went for clubs, we together, but once i been grounded, she totally the different went to club. Maybe we dint together went to club for a period, she will never know that what's wrong with us. I'm super surprise when I saw her on Friday night, and know quite more about her things. She's not letting one of our friend to tell me that she is with them when they are going to club. Once I know it, I'm totally feeling down, what should i do? Am I think too much? As I know this is not the first time I have this feel......

Speechless~ Thanks for those who consult me.

True friend? or just entertaining?

Goodnight, Miss Kelly

Sepang trip ^^

2009-06-12T01:33:00.014+08:00

6-7 /06 / 09

A day which is a public holiday in Malaysia,
I been invited from a group of Kwang Hua Private friends to a BBQ party in Sepang.
Seem the day I'm still ill-ing, I bought some porridge there, n tasted some BBQ fish ball there.
Is reali enjoy and memorable.

These are our crazy and funny photo~
A part from the gang...
Seem 7 of us dint take a good sleep, and we went to Sepang beach in the 2nd day morning.

Kelly, Serena, Trega, Tommy, Kris, Mr.Ang (from up to down)
Another Viene tooked this photo for us..

This is the most funniest photo.. (Mr. Ang) xD

A group of teenager fooling around in the beach.

Kris, Kelly, Serena, Mr. Ang

me and TommyNice shoot...

Thru this photo, Kris is short...
and now we saw Viene =)

He is Fat....-___-

=)

I dint post tat much photo in my blog.
Can view thru my friendster and facebook.

I m enjoying my life,
hope can get a perfect trip soon..

Goodnight, Miss Kelly.

Will you miss me?

2009-06-06T15:30:00.011+08:00

Am i useless? Am i silly?

Why still I missing you?
Why I can't be like you?
Why I keep on thinking about us?
Should be the passed, why am I keep holding on?
When I writing this post, why still I drop my tears?

I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday.
And even though we were moved on,
it gets so hard to walk away.
I can't forget how we used to be,
i guess i have to live my life from day to day.
Hoping maybe you will come back.
I tell myself not to be afraid to move on,but it seem I can't.
So how do I express this feeling,cause nobody compares to you.
And you know that she will never love you like I do.

I miss the place we spend our precious time together,
I miss the way you hold my hand in front of everyone,
I miss our breakfast, brunch, lunch, dinner and supper,
I miss the way you kiss my forehead,
I miss the way you hug me,
the way you talk to me,the way I touch your face,
the way I disturb you when you are still sleeping,
the noisy of us...

The place we having our tea-time.

The place we spend our precious time
The sweetness.

Will you miss me like I do?

Sunny Breakfast & Ladies Night

2009-06-05T00:30:00.010+08:00

Umm, another day pass...
This morning went to Jalan Nanas with my lovely parent.
They are sweet, they know i been bored with those tasteless porridge everyday.
Seem i m better today, they take me to a Chinese stall, and i order for a Mihun ger..
Of course it's tasty for me.. I been ate the tasteless porridge for the last 3 days.
I am happy that i can accompany my parent for our breakfast. =)

Cam whoring...

Going back home~

Today is Charles birthday ~ Happy birthday~

And these group of friend going to MOS tonight,
but i dint join them and i staying at home writing this post.
Unbelievable? Yes... i make it... and i m trying to sleep earlier everyday..

Hope i will recover from sickness soon...

Good Luck & Good Night
Angelic blogger today, Miss Kelly.

Sickness day~

2009-06-03T23:34:00.009+08:00

Nothing special to write~
Staying at home the whole day,never step out from my house~
Am i good enough for my parent? *wink*
I just fall sick, sore throat, flu, and headache.
Maybe the night I dropped into the swimming pool and some scary incident happened on me. And that's make me sick. Can't even get out from my house.
Within this few days, i dint receive any message from him, and i dint sent any to him.
Promise to start a new Kelly from the 1st of June.
Let go all the sadness and keep those happiness.
As a word i had read before...

Live every day with enjoyment - we don't know what tomorrow will give us.

Well, i over my day for sitting in front of my notebook n TV... It's also a good rest for me.

Chit chatting with friends.

The cup of water is to cure my sore throat.

Enjoy your life, even now it is not too late.
Goodnight~

~v Poppy the Night v~

2009-06-02T17:42:00.019+08:00

It's the last Saturday of May night~

I joined my brother, Jack and his friends..seem some of them just came back from Singapore.
This is the second time i went to the Poppy Garden...
It's a nice, big n cool place. Except of my brother's friends , I met my friends there..
We were enjoy the situation n music the night~
They flirt, sing, dance n drink the whole night~
I was enjoy the night seem can let go all my stress n dance whole night~ my favorite...
These are the photo i took that night~

The Passion

Garden

Christine (Big smile =D )

Kris and Elaine

Christine and Jack

Mike, Jack(my bro), Elaine, Kelly

Jack( my bro), Kelly, Elaine, Mike( behind me)

Kuan Yee & Kelly
He is not drunk~ he always the red face =@

So far i have a crazy night over there..
I drop into the swimming pool after the club end~ It's awesome.... =D

Memorable~

Good Night...

Bad Day~

2009-05-26T02:26:00.011+08:00

What a unlucky day~

This afternoon, I went to BBK a Bank to meet my fren n gonna pay for my 2 months of P1 bill... No more than a few minutes, I make a call n i walk to the main door...
Gosh~ i fell down... n scratch my leg... Pain~
I can hear everyone laughing on me...
Whatever, keep on my call...
After my payment, i went to the cash deposit machine, guess what??
The stupid machine stuck my cash inside the machine n without making any transaction.
Finally, i have to make a report at the counter n wait for 2days then can get back my money.

The report

After all this, I met him.. yes.. the same place...
Gosh~ I never tot that i will met him there...
I saw him in front of me, n i can heard my heartbeat..
I walked near his back, n touch his shoulder,
he turn n smile n asked "why are you here?"
cause he know that i won't go this place.
Without answer him anything, n he rushing n he go~
Hiuz....He can't heard it... =)

Back to my part, once he left the place, i receive his msg...is not a goodbye...
" Your car kena saman le" FUNNY~~

The yellow-white paper (Saman) that always cause my dad scold me...

A bank cause me fell down, my cash stuck in a machine, n kena Saman... unlucky...
Hope that it's just happened today.

Smile =)
have a nice day , Goodnight...

Emo Gal Day~

2009-05-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

Emo emo emo...
what a emo day i had been today~
I am quite busy, yes i am...
Busy with my LAN subject assignment,
busy with my dad calculation work,
busy chatting n talking with friends,
but once everything stop...
something should not appear in my mind...Stupid
I dreams again... flew flew flew far away...
NO NO NO, i can't keep on dreaming...
Someone please cheer me up.

A sweet word from him, i keep on referring.
"Because of her i dump you,
because of her i back to you,
because of her i know how much you love me."
Why my sweetness that little short, just stay with me the 2 weeks,
can't more than a month? can't till the month of August? o October?
If i never found it, i hope i wont awake until today.
I'm sorry babes, i disappointed all of u again...emo..

I'd be lying through my teeth if i told you , that i'm ok..
May came, i thought I had it all together,
until you said "I need some space"
Truth be told, it's so hard to accept.
One eye on the clock, and one on the phone,
It's 3.15, i'm feeling alone,
If i could talk to you, i would want you to know,
I'm holding loose, but ain't letting go.
But I just miss you right now, I said, i miss you right now.
Baby, take all the time you need, i just want you to know
I will be here, waiting..

Hugging my pillow, writing this post, hearing some songs,
replying some message, gossiping some hot topic,
pressing some game, and killing my time..
Forgiving those bad, welcoming the new,
waiting for fate, hoping some miracles,
wishing for my happiness....

GoodNightz~

My Beloved ~

2009-05-10T02:24:00.001+08:00

Saturday,
a day he quite free in d morning,
a day my off day,
a day i told him my feeling,
a day i cried without anyone know except him,
a day i know that i already step back to him,
a day i promise to be a clever gal, be a good daughter to my mami...

Happy Mother's Day (I LOVE YOU, MUM)

A very emo day for me,
because of some small thing. *silly Kelly*
I dint receive his goodnight n good morning...
How could i so emo for this?
I am mad, i feel uncomfortable, i wan his msg...
I hate this feelings, i walked through before.
Is not what i want... i know the story ending..

I started these feeling after the day i came back from Cameron...
180 degree changes of him, that i predict in last post..
He wont treat me nice,
he wont ask me come out,
he think back her...

A week time, i only receive 1 missed call , and 1 call from him in a day which is today.
Missed call tat wanna let me know he reach d n waiting down stair, but i missed it.
Call me in d midnight, with many sounds, i answered it, but without any of his voice.
I hang up and called back, and guess what i get from him?
"ohh... i accidentally press de." he answered.
After this? *crop* hang up d call...

That's all for me? Yes....
I am worthless for him, so that he wont care more.
He is rushing finish all his things and fast fast get to d bed,
because he have to wake up quite early in the next day.
How about me?
I drop my tears again... why? i don't know...
I started told him my feeling and he most hated :'(
I swear i am not making him stress and just to make him clear.
Maybe i am emo today,
I started argue wit him...

" Why people love sweet n blessed?
Why my love suffer?
What had i done wrong to get this LOVE?
Do you love like me? "

I know he hate that, i should not said it out.
Is that good for me to telling him all my feel??

If he is not my real man, i wont hope that much.

If he really do love me, i am holding the last chance to trust him.
If he do prepare for a new beginning, i welcome his arrive.
If he is a liar, i will smack his head off. *joke*
But i serious with him... =)

If my tears was fake, i am happy for that...
Hope that good things come for me all the way,
Bad things, bad guys, GET LOST...

Complicated relation wit the business man

2009-05-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

Sometime, i wondering am i think too much...
sometime, i questioning myself "who am i?"
sometime, i worry bout him, worry bout myself, worry bout us.
sometime, i jealousy, bout the pass.
sometime, i drop my tears without doing anything.
sometime, i confused...

Should i go out with him?
Should i meet him?
Should i miss him?

Today, i cry on his shoulder, but he dint realize tat my tears keep dropping.
cause he fall asleep in d early morning... *broken heart*
I can felt tat he is not the same person tat i met before, but i still fall for him.
I told him everything, told him tat i went for club quite often, and tis n tat..
Just to exchange "their story".
He dint voice out anything, only something tat i ask,
All show tat he is still miss her,
althought he is answering he no more missing her, but i can feel it.
"When u wish for your future life n your love partner, who was appear in your mind?"
"She n me." he answer.
what make he fall so deep on her?
because he never get her?
she is still a fresh and challenging him?
I hurt tat i am face wit him and he answering me those question.
I almost drop my tear in front of him. i think he know tat..
This is our trip, is memorable, sweet and meaningful.
I came out these topic wit him, maybe i am disappointed him.
But i cant keep hiding everything, is hard for me.

Maybe he wont ask me out after this.
maybe he wont treat me nice.
maybe he remind her back.
maybe he know my feel.
maybe he know what to do next.

If she still inside your heart, why still come back? why still wanna try go on wit me?
If i am not a replacement, who am i?
If im the only one, why different feeling?

You know i am weak, and i will easily fall bak and forgive.
You know i need a real man,
you know i need protection, stabil n confidence relationship.
you know i love you,
you know i don't wan keep praying.
You were praying too...
Praying that she will stay longer and forever with her bf.
What we praying for??
Praying for their blessedness...
Funny and Stupid (me n you)

Is unfair for me, if one day she came back and im going to hurt again.
Should i stop fall in love wit him?

Broken dreams... goodnight...

❤ He Don't know how to "Love" ❤

2009-04-09T03:12:00.001+08:00

When im waiting his msg since the day he left, i dint receive any from him...

Once i let evrythg goes naturally... i gt his forward msg, those caring, sweet, funny n meaningful.

I pray tat he wont sent any to me...
I told my fren " he such a jerk, i gt his forward msg Again..."

*bcoz i dont knw wat shuld i do next*

Im scared... I will fall for him again...

His shadow already walked far away from me...

Why still he came bak n knock my heart?

Finally, i gt his message last two days, a msg tat only gd night...

I dint reply anythg... i got nothing to reply, and just pretend i dint receive it..

Yes, im waiting for miracles, bt nt purposely from him..

He left when he fall wit a gal,

he back when he lost the gal..

Yesterday night i was calculating my works, suddenly my phone rang, his number appear, his msg, tat asking me to visit him in the other day,.

I tot he sick o anythg happened wit him, i keep asking "wat happen wit u.." and he keep asking me to find him..

Today,before i went to my class im rushing to his place, i dint saw his car when i reach, i reali tot tat he gt an ACCIDENT.

Hiuz... luckily i guess wrong...

He is healthy n strong... nothing to worry bout him....

This time im nt tat weak, i dint think to hug him...

And he turn to hug me, n said many to me...
About?? all bullshit....sorry bout tat..coz i knw he lie to me...

But I keep hearing..i jt pretent tat i dono anythg...

It's reali touching with those sweet words, tis is his first time to ask me bak those love question.

If he honestly tell me all the true,

"my dear, i been waiting for so long, i wan you back now."

No.. he haven tell me all the truth.

He dono how to appreciate, he dono how to love, he dono he was hurting me.

I dont wan to be a replacement, replace his loneliness, replace anything that nt belong to me.

I just wan bak my happiness..

If you love me, you will tell me all the true..

I will forgiv you. But if u keep lying, i will hate you.

If you just wan for a replacement, please away from me..im nt suitable wit ur games of love.. thankz...and if i said o done anythg mak u feel uncomfortable, im apologize...

Good night...